Crying out for protection, Psalm 140
records once again, David's need to be rescued. I read and I re-read,
and I meditate on this passage, mulling it over in my spirit, and I
am coming back empty. I finally sit down, not particularly inspired,
but determined nonetheless, and then that moment happens, that moment
when the light goes on and you see what you were missing.
This is what I saw.
I need to be rescued.
Unlike David, however, I do not have a
world leader hunting me down. The fact remains, however, that there
is a roaming, roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. And God
reminds me, “For you wrestle not against flesh and blood but
against principalities, against powers against the rulers of the
darkness of the world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”
Reading this passage in Psalms again,
everything becomes so clearly relevant. Now with David I pray, Rescue
me, keep me, You are my God, the strength of my salvation. You have
covered my head in the day of battle, because this life
is a battle.
I can't be the only one who feels that
war raging inside.
I can't be the only one who doesn't
always want to do the things I know I should do!
Thank God for His inspired word that
documents that same feeling from Paul the Apostle because He lets us
know that if we have felt that way, then we are in great company. My
sweet 9 year old daughter has often voiced the same complaint.
“When,” she questions me with a tear stained face, “When will I
stop making the same mistakes?” Oh sweet girl. Sometimes I wonder the same thing. When Lord?
I know that this struggle is from the
cradle to the grave. I know that greater men and women then me have
warred against their flesh, yet I also know that there is victory in
Christ Jesus. How do I know this?
Number one, because He has told me. It
is all over His Word. Countless examples of the power to change lives
from a murderer to a preacher, from a coward to a warrior, from an
orphan girl to a queen who saves. Greater is He that is in me, than
He that is in the world.
Number two, I have seen it up close and
personal. I have seen His hand in my life, in my family's lives, in
my friends' lives. Oh, I have such stories. Such stories. I thank God
that I am not who I was. Truly, I was a very stupid teenager, (yes
mom's of teens, there is hope in Christ Jesus for your teen!) I was
a slightly less stupid twenty something, and now I continue to
praise God for His grace in my thirties. If you are still who you
were, then we have a problem. Part of the problem and part of what
holds us back is that we don't know how badly we need rescuing. Every
day. Every hour. David did. He knew the traps were being set. And he
was vigilant in prayer. What are those same traps that you fall
into? Those same sinful thought patterns that spiral you into the
pit? Those self deceiving decisions that determine a wrong direction?
I pray that we would approach our days
with the same vigilance that David did, that we would see our moment
by moment need to be filled with the power of the Holy Spirit, and
that we would not turn to sugary substitutes or quick fix fillers to
quiet those needs, but that we would surrender and submit to the will
of God through worship and prayer and the study of His word. Amen!
Just what I needed to hear today Lauren.
ReplyDeleteGod is so good, I felt the same. All day today I kept meditating on my need for Him!
DeleteWow, this one was meant for me....so needed this one today!
ReplyDeleteSo many sinful ways....surrendering to His will today.
Thanks!
Amen Maria! Surrendering moment by moment!
ReplyDeleteSuch a good reminder of how we need to stay connected to the One who saves and heals us! Thank you, Lauren!!
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